I am tired. all my kids are pissed at me at the moment. its always me. I am always the bad guy. could that be because I am the one who is always HERE? Eric had somewhere to be today. figures. Ethan is Ethan. Less angry than on the meds but Chrysta is making up for his attitude. now she is pissed because since she didnt do her work she cant go to art class. I dont know why I keep hanging on to this idea of having another baby. None of the kids I have are all that great. They drain me daily of any kind thoughts I might have. the one guppy we had left is now gone. Guess he made a good meal for one of the other fish. maybe guppies have the right idea.